Post by lillian anne-marie belikov . on Jul 8, 2009 16:10:05 GMT 10
[/size]lillian anne-marie belikov !
fun . rebellious . sweet.
Name: lillian anne-marie belikov
Nickname(s): lily, lil
Degree: art
Major: music
Minor: singing, guitar
Age: nineteen
Grade: freshman
Birthdate: december 15th
Orientation: straight
Location: los angeles
`Appearance !
a glossy, raven black shade, lily's hair is one of her favorite features. its always nice and soft, and she loves to run her hands through her hair, even though shes a bit picky about other people touching it. she doesn't know what was on their hands or what they have been doing, so she always get a bit pissy when people do so much as touch her hair. it is usually straight, but curls just the slightest bit at the ends. its long. but only goes just past her breasts, maybe.
lily loves to wear bright colors. the stuff she likes are very loud and bright colors, perferably neon colors. she likes to make a scene and yes, is a bit of a diva sometimes. you could find her wearing something retro anyday. she also likes to wear weird sunglasses, especially these star framed hot pink glasses. but she also likes to wear darker colors, depending on her mood.
a glossy, raven black shade, lily's hair is one of her favorite features. its always nice and soft, and she loves to run her hands through her hair, even though shes a bit picky about other people touching it. she doesn't know what was on their hands or what they have been doing, so she always get a bit pissy when people do so much as touch her hair. it is usually straight, but curls just the slightest bit at the ends. its long. but only goes just past her breasts, maybe.
lily loves to wear bright colors. the stuff she likes are very loud and bright colors, perferably neon colors. she likes to make a scene and yes, is a bit of a diva sometimes. you could find her wearing something retro anyday. she also likes to wear weird sunglasses, especially these star framed hot pink glasses. but she also likes to wear darker colors, depending on her mood.
Best Feature: "i absolutely love my hair. there's just so much i can do with it, and its the first thing people notice, so it has to look decent when i walk out of the house. i just love experimenting with it like coloring it and styling it in funny ways."
Worst Feature: "ughh i hate my ears! their just so big and pointy-ish at the top and weird. everyone says their cute and that they look l ike elf ears and i'm just like 'i'm short already i don't need to look any more like an elf thank you very much!' "[/size]
`Personality !
Lillian is very fun to be around. She is willing to do pretty much anything, since she gets so bored easily. She is a daredevil, and does the craziest things. If there is wet cement on the sidewalk, she would be the first to step in it and write her name. You wouldn't want her behind the wheel of your car, because she is a speed demon. She would probably get you 3 speeding tickets in just one day.
Lily, in general, can be a nice person. She's very outgoing and makes friends easily. People are just, sort of, attracted to her. That's probably because of her personality. She always has that 'calm, cool, and under control' presence about her, but along with that, you can always tell how happy she is. Many times she has caught herself singing to herself, not realizing that everyone else was probably staring at her like she was insane. But it's things like that that make people gravitate towards her. It's the fact that she'll do what she wants, when she wants, without worrying what other people will think of her. So what if she sings into a hairbrush while dancing around in her underwear? If people don't like her, that's their problem, not hers.
Being so rebellious and wanting into business many think she is nosy and annoying but truly all she seeks is a bit adventure. She has had much adventure in her past, but now she seems to crave it like a drug now. She may not seem very shy, with her rebellious attitude but truly she is very shy. She tends to set people on edge with her brutal personality and fierce appearance and personality.
Lily is much misjudged by her looks and her personality. Though she is heavily misjudged she never takes it to heart. But she knew better then to put too much trust into something. Which is one of her most fearful flaws, she gets to caught up into trusting when suddenly that person disappear and for good. She is almost always outspoken, but for some reason every time she wants to talk she is always cut short and is never allowed to finish her sentences. Every time it happens she tends to just growl and snap back. She has a hard time controlling her anger in situations that seem hopeless and sometimes when the situation becomes to hopeless she relaxes her whole body and lets fate takes it course. She is a high believer in faith, but sometimes she finds fate needs to be interrupted. She also believes that the weakest can crack under pressure, which makes her try to become stronger and stronger every day.
Lillian is very fun to be around. She is willing to do pretty much anything, since she gets so bored easily. She is a daredevil, and does the craziest things. If there is wet cement on the sidewalk, she would be the first to step in it and write her name. You wouldn't want her behind the wheel of your car, because she is a speed demon. She would probably get you 3 speeding tickets in just one day.
Lily, in general, can be a nice person. She's very outgoing and makes friends easily. People are just, sort of, attracted to her. That's probably because of her personality. She always has that 'calm, cool, and under control' presence about her, but along with that, you can always tell how happy she is. Many times she has caught herself singing to herself, not realizing that everyone else was probably staring at her like she was insane. But it's things like that that make people gravitate towards her. It's the fact that she'll do what she wants, when she wants, without worrying what other people will think of her. So what if she sings into a hairbrush while dancing around in her underwear? If people don't like her, that's their problem, not hers.
Being so rebellious and wanting into business many think she is nosy and annoying but truly all she seeks is a bit adventure. She has had much adventure in her past, but now she seems to crave it like a drug now. She may not seem very shy, with her rebellious attitude but truly she is very shy. She tends to set people on edge with her brutal personality and fierce appearance and personality.
Lily is much misjudged by her looks and her personality. Though she is heavily misjudged she never takes it to heart. But she knew better then to put too much trust into something. Which is one of her most fearful flaws, she gets to caught up into trusting when suddenly that person disappear and for good. She is almost always outspoken, but for some reason every time she wants to talk she is always cut short and is never allowed to finish her sentences. Every time it happens she tends to just growl and snap back. She has a hard time controlling her anger in situations that seem hopeless and sometimes when the situation becomes to hopeless she relaxes her whole body and lets fate takes it course. She is a high believer in faith, but sometimes she finds fate needs to be interrupted. She also believes that the weakest can crack under pressure, which makes her try to become stronger and stronger every day.
Likes: boys, neon colors, music, playing guitar, singing, her friends, her family, her ipod, clothes, jewelry, animals, taking pictures, laughing, smiling, being held by people, being around people, sitting in people's laps, doing hair, mixing and experimenting styles, flirting, dancing, bragging about her home, being around family, dancing in the rain, being admired, hanging out with friends, doing stuff, decorating, planning stuff, making other people happy, children, concerts, piercings, tattoos, romance, sweet guys, privacy from the world, making funny faces, puppies, kittens, playing with kids, the beach, sunsets, blue skies, bright green grass, rain, loud places, bars, clubs, alcoholic beverages, photography, art, spongebob, hello kitty, skelanimals, uglydolls, hot topic, the mall, chains, boxers, big sunglasses, stars, lavalamps, bandannas, peace, exploring, parties, jumpers, stripes, dots, skinny dipping, running around, video games, bubble gum, writing, drawing, amusement parks, holidays, candy, cupcakes, vintage, gameboy colors, headbands, pretty jewelry, dance music, being different, standing out from the crowd.
Dislikes: bugs, haters, bratty kids, rapists, annoying people, reptiles [except geckos], more bugs, dull people, mean adults, old people smell, being taken advantage of, being yelled at, sticky situations, rap music, school, being insulted, putting someone she likes in an uncomfortable position, putting people she loves in danger, being the one to blame for something bad that happened, feeling weak, emotional and physical pain, heartbreak, being or feeling fat, global warming, people who eat meat, critical people, rude people, being judged or labeled, being denied candy, being rejected, animal abuse, being stared at for a long period of time, bad first impressions, people touching her hair, people touching her feet, online dating, people who are majorly depressed and whine about it, dark and emo crap, ugly people, jerky guys, glasses, gambling, retarded people (not mentally, of course. those people are her homies.), bad endings, her computer breaking down, quiet music, opera, classical music, yellow teeth, rotten things, scary movies.
Positive Traits:
she loves to make people smile, so she'll probabaly do anything to brighten up your day.
she can be a sweet as pie; so she'll go out of her way to help you if you mean anything to her.
she's just a happy person to be around and she likes to make other people around her happy.
Negative Traits: she is a bit of a bitch, which makes it hard for her to make friends sometimes.
she can be pretty vicious, which makes people scared of her.
and she is very malicious and manipulative, which makes some people not like her.
Greatest Ambition: to get out and get a good job, try to be a good parent.
Greatest Fear: dying young and violently and falling in love.[/size]
`History !
Anne-Marie Montag and Ryan Belikov were high school sweethearts. They met during sophomore year, and had been together ever since. They married right out of high school, and soon Anne-Marie was pregnant with their first child. It was a hard life for them, because things weren't so easy back then for such young couples. They struggled with the bills, and keeping a roof over their head. But their love stayed strong, and soon things got better for them. Ryan landed this big job in New Jersey. He and Anne-Marie moved out of their small apartment in Hicks Bay, New Zealand, where they grew up, and into a small house in Jew Jersey. But, when Ryan's big paycheck came in, they moved into a bigger four bedroom house, that was pretty nice for a new couple and a newcoming baby. But they expected to have more children soon, so they needed all the rooms they could have. Plus, one was Ryan's office. Then, one day, Ryan was in the office, working, when he got a call from his sister Talulah. Anne-Marie was in labor, and she was gonna have the baby soon.
Excited, Ryan raced as quickly as he could to the hospital. He stayed by Anne-Marie's side the entire time. But once the new baby was out, a baby girl whom they hadn't named yet, things began to go wrong. It happened so fast. Anne-Marie was having a hard time breathing. People were rushing around, as the heart moniter began to go off. He lost sight of his new daughter, and he was rushed out of the room. He sat in the hallway with his sister Talulah and their brother Jason, who lived nearby, with Talulah. Then, after a few minutes, the doctor came out. Ryan went to him, and the doctor said something that Ryan could never forget in his entire life. "Your daughter is healthy and well. But I am afraid your wife didn't make it. We did all we could." Ryan couldn't believe it. Then, a nurse came out, holding the baby girl in her arms. Ryan looked at the baby girl in his arms, and decided to name her Lillian Anne-Marie, after her mother. It was hard telling everyone that Anne-Marie was gone. It was hard telling himself that he was gone. But he still went on. He hired a nanny to take care of Lillian while he was at work. Up until kindergarden, that is. Then he would just go pick her up after work.
They lived in that same house Lily'ss entire life. But, a little bit after Lily's sixteenth birthday, Ryan got tired of New Jersey. He moved to LA, and not long after that, became the owner of a big famous night club. It was a student nightclub, eighteen and older, which made it very popular. You had to be at least 21 to full on drink, but you could pay the bartender a little extra and get your soda with a bit of vodka in it. You have to be 21 and over to work there, but Lily worked there only have time at age 18 just because she's the owner's daughter. She was also is a frequent customer.
Lily moved out of her father's house, and into her own apartment by the beach. Actually, she moved right after she got out of high school. She couldn't really imagine staying with her father, because she went out and partied with her friends, coming back home at late at night or not at all. She didn't wnat to worry her father, or upset him. So, shes on her own. He checks in on her every once in a while, but not that often. He is a very busy person, like she.
She finally decided that she wanted to go to Seattle Bay University, and moved to Seattle. Her father was happy she decided to go to college, and she was happy to get away from Los Angeles.
Anne-Marie Montag and Ryan Belikov were high school sweethearts. They met during sophomore year, and had been together ever since. They married right out of high school, and soon Anne-Marie was pregnant with their first child. It was a hard life for them, because things weren't so easy back then for such young couples. They struggled with the bills, and keeping a roof over their head. But their love stayed strong, and soon things got better for them. Ryan landed this big job in New Jersey. He and Anne-Marie moved out of their small apartment in Hicks Bay, New Zealand, where they grew up, and into a small house in Jew Jersey. But, when Ryan's big paycheck came in, they moved into a bigger four bedroom house, that was pretty nice for a new couple and a newcoming baby. But they expected to have more children soon, so they needed all the rooms they could have. Plus, one was Ryan's office. Then, one day, Ryan was in the office, working, when he got a call from his sister Talulah. Anne-Marie was in labor, and she was gonna have the baby soon.
Excited, Ryan raced as quickly as he could to the hospital. He stayed by Anne-Marie's side the entire time. But once the new baby was out, a baby girl whom they hadn't named yet, things began to go wrong. It happened so fast. Anne-Marie was having a hard time breathing. People were rushing around, as the heart moniter began to go off. He lost sight of his new daughter, and he was rushed out of the room. He sat in the hallway with his sister Talulah and their brother Jason, who lived nearby, with Talulah. Then, after a few minutes, the doctor came out. Ryan went to him, and the doctor said something that Ryan could never forget in his entire life. "Your daughter is healthy and well. But I am afraid your wife didn't make it. We did all we could." Ryan couldn't believe it. Then, a nurse came out, holding the baby girl in her arms. Ryan looked at the baby girl in his arms, and decided to name her Lillian Anne-Marie, after her mother. It was hard telling everyone that Anne-Marie was gone. It was hard telling himself that he was gone. But he still went on. He hired a nanny to take care of Lillian while he was at work. Up until kindergarden, that is. Then he would just go pick her up after work.
They lived in that same house Lily'ss entire life. But, a little bit after Lily's sixteenth birthday, Ryan got tired of New Jersey. He moved to LA, and not long after that, became the owner of a big famous night club. It was a student nightclub, eighteen and older, which made it very popular. You had to be at least 21 to full on drink, but you could pay the bartender a little extra and get your soda with a bit of vodka in it. You have to be 21 and over to work there, but Lily worked there only have time at age 18 just because she's the owner's daughter. She was also is a frequent customer.
Lily moved out of her father's house, and into her own apartment by the beach. Actually, she moved right after she got out of high school. She couldn't really imagine staying with her father, because she went out and partied with her friends, coming back home at late at night or not at all. She didn't wnat to worry her father, or upset him. So, shes on her own. He checks in on her every once in a while, but not that often. He is a very busy person, like she.
She finally decided that she wanted to go to Seattle Bay University, and moved to Seattle. Her father was happy she decided to go to college, and she was happy to get away from Los Angeles.
Best Memory: her favorite memory would be of when her father took her to the park when she was five. it was in the morning and dew was on everything still. she remembered she fell into the grass and looked and saw the shards of bright green grass tipped with dew and thought it was so pretty. and she and her father had a good time together, for once.
Worst Memory: her least favorite memory was when she was 10 and broke her arm at her friends house. they were out one summer running around the pool and there were more then five people there, including a boy she had a crush on. she slipped on the wet pavement and hit her arm on the ladder, right infront of the boy she liked.
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`Writing Skill !
she could remember the day of her baby's funeral easily.
it had been a rainy day, even with some hail. alena remembered that she couldn't breathe right that day, and it felt like someone had torn out her heart and ripped it to pieces. the mother inside her felt like she had failed. she had failed in raising a child, an angelic child at that. a perfect child. and she had let him die. she didn't blame fallen at all, like terra was. like he was. she clung to his side all day, feeling like her legs were jell-o. he kept one arm around her the whole time, his eyes never leaving the dark red casket they picked out for him. it was small, child sized. it broke alena's heart. she remembered angel had to come help her change that morning, because she hadn't been able to get herself up in the mornings anymore. she was used to zane rushing into her room wearing his batman pajamas and yelling how it was morning time and the sun had come to up see them. alena had felt almost robotic as angel helped her into her favorite v-neck dress that flitted around her ankles. fallen loved that dress too, back when she got it when they were younger. but that day there was no light in his eyes. he just took her hand when she met him at the bottom of the stairs and they walked out the door together, off to the cemetary to bury their baby.
alena remembered how upset her sisters were. angel held her blind two year old daughter lillian in her arms, and pain held lillian's twin brother in his arms. lillian was hauntingly beautiful, the kind of beautiful that makes you do a double take but then take two steps back. she had long slightly wavy raven black hair, with pale alabsator skin. she took after her father a lot, obviously. but her eyes were light blue like her mother's, but they had a violet hint in them and were always emotionless and blank. she had a superior sense of hearing, seeing as it had been heightened from her being blind. she seemed to know deadwood by heart though; she could walk down the street by herself without tripping over anything, even though she and her twin brother were almost inseperable and never go anywhere without each other.
angel held her baby girl in her arms tightly, tears never leaving her eyes and looking like if she hadn't up been holding the toddler then she would have started straight up bawling. pain and fallen just looked like statues. terra and promise were there too. they werent touching at all but they were standing close together, promise glaring at fallena and terra staring between the casket and her twin sister, before turning and glaring at fallen. she was the only one besides promise who voiced the fact that it was fallen's fault zane had died. just because their both assholes. alena said something to them but fallen just shook his head and walked off. she had gone after him and she found him at the park, where they first met. when he saw her he wrapped his arms around her without a word and buried his face into her shoulder and began to say "i'm so sorry, alena. i'm so sorry." over and over again like a song. they just clung to each ther for about ten minutes after that, him squeezing her tight against his body and her stroking his hair, crying softly. they went home that night and skipped dinner. pain and angel wanted to come over but alena just shook her head and she and fallen lay infront of the fire, holding each other before alena fell asleep. the moment had seemed so beautiful to her, and she felt reassured of their marriage. fallen got up after she fell asleep and went upstairs and got stoned out of his mind, and passed out in their room. she woke up the next morning infront of a dead fire alone, and all of a sudden it didn't seem so beautiful to her anymore.
"i'm fine. just another.."
alena nodded, understanding. he had another dream about zane. they had buried him over a year ago. she had dreams about him too. they were both quiet for a few seconds and she finally looked up at him, the moonlight from the window slanting across her face, catching her right eye and her nose and her lips. she reached up with her free hand and rested it comfortingly against his cheek. she was debating on telling him about the baby growing in her stomach. she didn't know if it was the time or place, fearing what he would do or say. when she had told him about zane, he had first passed out, then woke up five minutes later and ran out the door. she had thought he left her and started to cry, but he came back about ten minutes later and scooped her up in his arms and hugged her. he took it both good and bad. but ever since zane died.. she didn't know exactly how he was going to react.
"you trust me."
he had said it almost like stating the fact. she blinked and nodded her head. her eyes searched his face for some sort of answer and crawled closer to him. her face was close to his now, and she squeezed his hand. her face was now completley washed with moonlight, and the worry on her face was plain in sight, even though she already knew that he knew she was worried about him. she was also worried about the new baby, and what he might say.
"do you have to even ask the question anymore?"
alena closed her eyes, sitting back slightly. the empty, lonely feeling in her chest sank deeper, and she felt like crying. she swallowed and reopened her eyes, but she stared down at her stomach and let go of his hand. she wove her fingers together and rested them in her lap, bowing her head down slightly as she studied the pattern on her nightgown. the baby stirred again in her belly and the side of her mouth twitched. she would tell him tonight. her eyes rose up to meet his.
"that still doesn't answer the question."
[/size][/center]she could remember the day of her baby's funeral easily.
it had been a rainy day, even with some hail. alena remembered that she couldn't breathe right that day, and it felt like someone had torn out her heart and ripped it to pieces. the mother inside her felt like she had failed. she had failed in raising a child, an angelic child at that. a perfect child. and she had let him die. she didn't blame fallen at all, like terra was. like he was. she clung to his side all day, feeling like her legs were jell-o. he kept one arm around her the whole time, his eyes never leaving the dark red casket they picked out for him. it was small, child sized. it broke alena's heart. she remembered angel had to come help her change that morning, because she hadn't been able to get herself up in the mornings anymore. she was used to zane rushing into her room wearing his batman pajamas and yelling how it was morning time and the sun had come to up see them. alena had felt almost robotic as angel helped her into her favorite v-neck dress that flitted around her ankles. fallen loved that dress too, back when she got it when they were younger. but that day there was no light in his eyes. he just took her hand when she met him at the bottom of the stairs and they walked out the door together, off to the cemetary to bury their baby.
alena remembered how upset her sisters were. angel held her blind two year old daughter lillian in her arms, and pain held lillian's twin brother in his arms. lillian was hauntingly beautiful, the kind of beautiful that makes you do a double take but then take two steps back. she had long slightly wavy raven black hair, with pale alabsator skin. she took after her father a lot, obviously. but her eyes were light blue like her mother's, but they had a violet hint in them and were always emotionless and blank. she had a superior sense of hearing, seeing as it had been heightened from her being blind. she seemed to know deadwood by heart though; she could walk down the street by herself without tripping over anything, even though she and her twin brother were almost inseperable and never go anywhere without each other.
angel held her baby girl in her arms tightly, tears never leaving her eyes and looking like if she hadn't up been holding the toddler then she would have started straight up bawling. pain and fallen just looked like statues. terra and promise were there too. they werent touching at all but they were standing close together, promise glaring at fallena and terra staring between the casket and her twin sister, before turning and glaring at fallen. she was the only one besides promise who voiced the fact that it was fallen's fault zane had died. just because their both assholes. alena said something to them but fallen just shook his head and walked off. she had gone after him and she found him at the park, where they first met. when he saw her he wrapped his arms around her without a word and buried his face into her shoulder and began to say "i'm so sorry, alena. i'm so sorry." over and over again like a song. they just clung to each ther for about ten minutes after that, him squeezing her tight against his body and her stroking his hair, crying softly. they went home that night and skipped dinner. pain and angel wanted to come over but alena just shook her head and she and fallen lay infront of the fire, holding each other before alena fell asleep. the moment had seemed so beautiful to her, and she felt reassured of their marriage. fallen got up after she fell asleep and went upstairs and got stoned out of his mind, and passed out in their room. she woke up the next morning infront of a dead fire alone, and all of a sudden it didn't seem so beautiful to her anymore.
"i'm fine. just another.."
alena nodded, understanding. he had another dream about zane. they had buried him over a year ago. she had dreams about him too. they were both quiet for a few seconds and she finally looked up at him, the moonlight from the window slanting across her face, catching her right eye and her nose and her lips. she reached up with her free hand and rested it comfortingly against his cheek. she was debating on telling him about the baby growing in her stomach. she didn't know if it was the time or place, fearing what he would do or say. when she had told him about zane, he had first passed out, then woke up five minutes later and ran out the door. she had thought he left her and started to cry, but he came back about ten minutes later and scooped her up in his arms and hugged her. he took it both good and bad. but ever since zane died.. she didn't know exactly how he was going to react.
"you trust me."
he had said it almost like stating the fact. she blinked and nodded her head. her eyes searched his face for some sort of answer and crawled closer to him. her face was close to his now, and she squeezed his hand. her face was now completley washed with moonlight, and the worry on her face was plain in sight, even though she already knew that he knew she was worried about him. she was also worried about the new baby, and what he might say.
"do you have to even ask the question anymore?"
alena closed her eyes, sitting back slightly. the empty, lonely feeling in her chest sank deeper, and she felt like crying. she swallowed and reopened her eyes, but she stared down at her stomach and let go of his hand. she wove her fingers together and rested them in her lap, bowing her head down slightly as she studied the pattern on her nightgown. the baby stirred again in her belly and the side of her mouth twitched. she would tell him tonight. her eyes rose up to meet his.
"that still doesn't answer the question."
`Behind The Character !
Name: hayley
Age: 15
Role-playing experience: tooo long
How you found us: advertisement
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